Starlight Tears //

Emotionally posessed

I am never good on making any decisions. So when I am needed to make a hard decisions, I always make the wrong one instead. Why all the people seems can’t understand me well. Don’t. Put. Any Pressure. On. Me. When. I’m. Making. A. Decisions. As in don’t bug me with those ruthless questions. I know what I am going to do. I just need some space and time.

It’s just I’m not ready to be grown-ups. To think big things and made hard decisions? That’s just not me. Oh well, I just being offered a scholarship on furthering my studies to overseas yesterday. And I’m just don’t have the excitement or nerves to even study there. My English are worst enough. I always like easy things and I think why not studying in locals. I know, people will say I am a morons or I take things lightly although there are people out there that wanting to be in my shoes. Oh well, I just need to think it myself okay. I don’t want anyone to said

“People like you should go there”- Yeah because I’m a people I should think for myself and not you to said so.

I hate it when people said that. Like really! People like me doesn’t qualified to study locally? Oh give me a damn break. Just go to the moon and never go back to earth. EVER!

All I need is an advice, not some provocative words. I did not even said I would not go there. I just need time to think. I know it’s a huge opportunity. There’s no need to remind me. There I jumbled up all my feelings and emotions. Sorry for being EMOTIONAL as I am ALWAYS being dramatic-emotional girl. Annnnnnddd I know I always make a big fuss over small things. Haha me being myself. I don’t see that as a problem. See you later guys!

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