People come and go 😞
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Today, or a few weeks before I realized that none of my friends are there for me. Or yeah I should realize it sooner. At least, I wouldn't felt so upset or sad or pathetic as ialready have. My mum's advice are true. Friends come and go. They eill be there for you only the time you're with them. Once you leave or they leave, that's the end of it.. OR it will soon reachibg the end of your friendship. I don't know whether I should trust the whole friendship thingy anymore like before. Maybe I tried so hard on being a friend and be friendly but some of them just don't give a damn about it. Some did forgot when I help them and when I always be there and support them dearly that somehow when it comes to myself no one actually care except for one people. At least there's one 😅. I'm not complaining. Well maybe I am. But i am just a normal friend who, yeah, felt disappointed when you just taking me for granted. Only one ask me. Only one ask how I'm doing. Only one heard my feelings. Only one said sorry to me. I did wait for them. Wait for the magic to happens itself. WAIT FOR IMPOSSIBLITY. I hardly know them anymore. Yeah maybe you were to busy to heard me, to coax me. I am such a nuisance. Sorry that I troubled you guys. Why bother when you are not a friend anymore. Why bother with something not worth it. Why bother when you had enough of me. Again, thanks for being my friends for the whole two more or less year. I had loved you guys before. Now, I just don't know.
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Today, or a few weeks before I realized that none of my friends are there for me. Or yeah I should realize it sooner. At least, I wouldn't felt so upset or sad or pathetic as ialready have. My mum's advice are true. Friends come and go. They eill be there for you only the time you're with them. Once you leave or they leave, that's the end of it.. OR it will soon reachibg the end of your friendship. I don't know whether I should trust the whole friendship thingy anymore like before. Maybe I tried so hard on being a friend and be friendly but some of them just don't give a damn about it. Some did forgot when I help them and when I always be there and support them dearly that somehow when it comes to myself no one actually care except for one people. At least there's one 😅. I'm not complaining. Well maybe I am. But i am just a normal friend who, yeah, felt disappointed when you just taking me for granted. Only one ask me. Only one ask how I'm doing. Only one heard my feelings. Only one said sorry to me. I did wait for them. Wait for the magic to happens itself. WAIT FOR IMPOSSIBLITY. I hardly know them anymore. Yeah maybe you were to busy to heard me, to coax me. I am such a nuisance. Sorry that I troubled you guys. Why bother when you are not a friend anymore. Why bother with something not worth it. Why bother when you had enough of me. Again, thanks for being my friends for the whole two more or less year. I had loved you guys before. Now, I just don't know.
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Looking Back Through The Times
Dear who,
today I came across few pictures and videos that were taken these past two years. hmm, guess what I was feeling right now? SAD. I was so sad when came across these cheesy little thingies. seriously before these I hate TGB the most. like what the heck I would care. but, when you had finished school. when you had nothing to do but reminiscing these past years that happens, all the memories within. you just would not care how bad your school day before if  you had some sweet little happy memories with your dearest friends and classmate.
back then, when I was at tgb. our classmate are like our families. yeah, we fought a lot. but we do create so much memories together. we, the girls usually fight a lot especially during activity weeks when we had to work among ourselves, tolerate each other. after the fight, eventhough we do not talk, kept a sour-face, but in the end we do apologise.
Although I face many hard times at tgb with friends, teachers and blah blah blah, now, i would just laugh of how foolish i was on handling problems, how immature am i back then, eventhough i was really really mad of them before but i can't let my anger burn my memories with them, they are so kind to me at times, the teachers are sooo baik. dyeorang akan kita sampai faham. like really really faham. it does not meant when we fight with someone or somebody, we must forget all the kindness that they made for us. kan tak mengenang budi namanya tu.
If i can turn back times once again i want to scores four flat and learn subjek bahasa like really really hard. enjoy my times with my girlfriends, dorm mates "The Aisyahians" , classmate "Fifteeners", enjoy my schoolday again. even the whole 24/7 is not enough for us to study and chill. enjoying a midnight movie with so many peoples, fangirling on some hot and cute actors, having soo many potlucks, and formal dinner :) somehow i do miss the times when i came late to rollcalls. And that time that we had to be punished by Cikgu Mona and Cikgu Radzi. having night preps with le girls, (we sing while studying. isn't that fun? masa perhimpunan, where we all go to sleep like nobody cares (don't try this at school. Muahaha) and and when the whole batch 440++ went to have a camp at lambaian danau! i and the whole team (Team Porshe)won the first place during the dayung rakit. bajet team porshe en padahal rakit buruk bagai. but it was fun except maybe masa burung hantu punya slot. Hahaha. .
Hmm can I cry? okay bye TT^TT
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today I came across few pictures and videos that were taken these past two years. hmm, guess what I was feeling right now? SAD. I was so sad when came across these cheesy little thingies. seriously before these I hate TGB the most. like what the heck I would care. but, when you had finished school. when you had nothing to do but reminiscing these past years that happens, all the memories within. you just would not care how bad your school day before if  you had some sweet little happy memories with your dearest friends and classmate.
back then, when I was at tgb. our classmate are like our families. yeah, we fought a lot. but we do create so much memories together. we, the girls usually fight a lot especially during activity weeks when we had to work among ourselves, tolerate each other. after the fight, eventhough we do not talk, kept a sour-face, but in the end we do apologise.
Although I face many hard times at tgb with friends, teachers and blah blah blah, now, i would just laugh of how foolish i was on handling problems, how immature am i back then, eventhough i was really really mad of them before but i can't let my anger burn my memories with them, they are so kind to me at times, the teachers are sooo baik. dyeorang akan kita sampai faham. like really really faham. it does not meant when we fight with someone or somebody, we must forget all the kindness that they made for us. kan tak mengenang budi namanya tu.
If i can turn back times once again i want to scores four flat and learn subjek bahasa like really really hard. enjoy my times with my girlfriends, dorm mates "The Aisyahians" , classmate "Fifteeners", enjoy my schoolday again. even the whole 24/7 is not enough for us to study and chill. enjoying a midnight movie with so many peoples, fangirling on some hot and cute actors, having soo many potlucks, and formal dinner :) somehow i do miss the times when i came late to rollcalls. And that time that we had to be punished by Cikgu Mona and Cikgu Radzi. having night preps with le girls, (we sing while studying. isn't that fun? masa perhimpunan, where we all go to sleep like nobody cares (don't try this at school. Muahaha) and and when the whole batch 440++ went to have a camp at lambaian danau! i and the whole team (Team Porshe)won the first place during the dayung rakit. bajet team porshe en padahal rakit buruk bagai. but it was fun except maybe masa burung hantu punya slot. Hahaha. .
Hmm can I cry? okay bye TT^TT
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Dream on
dulu-dulu, when i apply for scholarship at jpa-mara, i really really wanted and looking forward to study abroad at Australia. because i'm in love with jamie oliver! his cooking and accent (haha not really). then tetibe i got India. to be honest memang terkejut gilaa. my father and i froze in front of the laptop. weeks passed by, and i finally made up my mind. Here we go! Path to India!
then, masa pendaftaran dengan JPA this week, I know something that make me a little ( a little!) bit sad. hmm, there are few selected students that will furthering their degrees at Australia, Ireland and UK (medic and dentistry student-to-be). because of their excellent SPM results and interview results. hmm i did tried my best for my SPM and during the inteview sessions, but it was not my luck anyway.
the thing is bukan semua yang kita nak kita akan dapat. i know i know. tapi . . . . *larilarijatuhtanggaguling-gulingnangiskuat-kuat* masa tahu benda tu ayah yang bagitau. i pretend to be okay and happy like "Alahh Australia je kut" tapi dalam hati macam " huhu bestnyaaaaaaa awaaakkk" i can't be emotional because mak budak yang dapat pergi australia tu betul betul depan aku. Haha #sadlife
my advice is to budak budak baru nak hidup out there #cehh, the thing is once you got out of the school, kehidupan kat luar memang mencabar. sangat sangat. mungkin awak tak dapat apa yang awak nak. but, just carry on with your life. macam i kan, maybe someday i will set my foot at Australia and UK. Yeah someday!
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Old Thing
then, masa pendaftaran dengan JPA this week, I know something that make me a little ( a little!) bit sad. hmm, there are few selected students that will furthering their degrees at Australia, Ireland and UK (medic and dentistry student-to-be). because of their excellent SPM results and interview results. hmm i did tried my best for my SPM and during the inteview sessions, but it was not my luck anyway.
the thing is bukan semua yang kita nak kita akan dapat. i know i know. tapi . . . . *larilarijatuhtanggaguling-gulingnangiskuat-kuat* masa tahu benda tu ayah yang bagitau. i pretend to be okay and happy like "Alahh Australia je kut" tapi dalam hati macam " huhu bestnyaaaaaaa awaaakkk" i can't be emotional because mak budak yang dapat pergi australia tu betul betul depan aku. Haha #sadlife
my advice is to budak budak baru nak hidup out there #cehh, the thing is once you got out of the school, kehidupan kat luar memang mencabar. sangat sangat. mungkin awak tak dapat apa yang awak nak. but, just carry on with your life. macam i kan, maybe someday i will set my foot at Australia and UK. Yeah someday!
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Name : Nurul Husna Ilyana Binti Azrin
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